i’m on my work laptop emailing roxy. i’m worried. before i left for work this morning, she was still in bed with a stomach ache. she said she’ll be ok. i think she was lying to me because i text her and she didn’t text back. she usually does. maybe she’s just in the bathroom and her phone’s in the other room. or maybe she’s asleep and her phone is on vibrate mode. either way, i’m still worried. roxy’s a bit broken and a frail worman and i’m on the other end; totally healthy, fit and strong.
i had a dream about her the other day before the early morning flight. i dreamt my brother and i were arguing and then we broke out in to hitting each other. fist after fist. she came into the room to see what the noise was about and she got hit.
i’ve been having a lot of weird dreams lately. which is why i started this blog. just to get a hold of myself.
